NaNoWriMo day 8. Word Count: 7,223. Words left: 42,777. Mood: exhausted.
If you’ve been following my NaNoWriMo updates or just the blog in general, you might have noticed since day 3 of the challenge I went silent (at least on the blog). In truth over the past few days this challenge has really been causing me all sorts of anxiety. And if you’re looking at my word count today you’re probably wondering how I went back instead of moving forward.
Where I was on day 3 with Frost’s Bite was not something I could continue with. I wasn’t getting attached, and I was having serious doubts. Such serious doubts that I wondered about trashing the idea altogether. And in a way yesterday I did just that. It’s currently 1am here, so when I’m calling this “day 8” because of it being technically Tuesday, it still feels like day 7 to me. And while my word count was originally to reach 10 or 11k today, I wrote over 7k new words. At this point I gotta take what I can get.
The hardest part about NaNoWriMo is once you start noticing you’re behind it leads to a lot of doubting and fears. That’s where I’ve been these past few days while also analyzing the story I chose.
So I kept my favorite character names and made a dramatic change to the story. So far the title has stayed the same (mainly because I don’t have time to worry about it right now), and a few character’s names have also stayed the same. The main plot I was rolling with before has changed entirely. I’m using my journal to write down ideas for later, and I’m hoping this huge change isn’t going to hurt me later on.
I didn’t participate in NaNoWriMo last year because of my wedding, but the two years before that I wrote sequels to books I was already very familiar with. This year is my first time in a while writing something entirely new. And it’s quite honestly scary because at first everything goes so smoothly, and then before you know it you’re way behind the word count and stressing out like you never thought you could.
Today I know I made a lot of progress, even if my word count tells me I worked backwards. I’ve had a lot of support from writing friends and my husband. This challenge is important to me, and I don’t want to give up because it’s hard right now. It’s not meant to be easy, and I know plenty of people who are also behind on their word count right now. So instead of staying up all night just to hit 10k and then be pounding my head against the wall later today, I decided to stop at 7k and continue on later (once I get some sleep).
I guess the best advice I can give at this point to you (and even myself) is to know when to problem solve. If something isn’t working out address it right away. I made the mistake of trying to force the story because I had already dedicated words and time to it. But today I reached 7k (in one day) on a story that now I’m relating to more. One that I have more creativity with. I can’t explain it fully because it doesn’t make complete sense to me either.
Problem solve. Never let writer’s block take you out.
Wishing all of you luck! Here’s to hoping I can reach my goal tomorrow…